Also, some of these random thoughts came to me in class and have previously been adorning the
edges of my notebook.
The goal to not have a goal: This has a purposeless purpose. But not having a goal and finding a goal in your non-goal is to over-think the matter completely.
"not working=knowing. Working=not knowing"--John Cage
Therefore, I should not work if I am to know and in working I find that I can now no longer know what it is that I should know in order to complete the work.
Life?... I have no idea what that means. Destiny?... I have no idea what that means. Truth, Beauty, Death, Birth, Religion, Science?.... I have no idea what they mean.
Music?... Cage had no idea what it meant.
If when reading a book one finds that they are amused and that the text is easily understandable, does that mean it is not a good literary tool for education? Must something be confounding to really get us to think? Or does not thinking actually give us a stronger aesthetic experience?
What are you trying to do?
How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie-roll pop?
We are not so infantile as some may believe. We don't constantly need our hands to be held out of guidance and restriction....., but rather out of companionship.
John Cage suggests that if you are bored then you should continue what you are doing until it is not boring. I have a different guide.... it is not the I-Ching, but it does come in book form. It is called Fold a Banana. If you are still reading this you have probably become bored and therefore I urge you to go pick up a copy of this exquisite little book. Who could not love something that suggests you "throw a tomato into a fan", "fight vampires", "take a bath with your clothes on", and "appreciate everything", apart from, of course folding a banana.
The Hokey-Pokey. that's what it's all about.
a poem?: standing in wait
Wake, to find oneself
The hallway goes
on and on
reaching final destination,
for transporting up up
door opens and my
face walks out
carrying a bandage
for my soul.
Is this the end?....
TO BE CONTINUED...